insomnia

I am just lying on the sofa.. too many things on my mind... when did I learn to worry? did all these things come when I started having a so-called stable job? Or did it come with commitment with the church? I don't know. Is it insecurity? I really don't know. I'm sorry, bro and sis, if I caused you hurt and pain. I really didn't mean it. I really meant well. Perhaps the words I used were not right. I don't know if the both of you will read this. I don't speak on behalf of the leaders (this is me you're talking about! the problem child) and I hope you don't blame anyone else because it's just me and big mouth. Sorry sis, you're like another to me and your bf is like a brother to me. I pray you guys will not hold it again me.