I'm more normal than I thought..
I just caught The Woodsman yesterday. I thought it was great.. I loved the layering. It reminded me of stuff.. I saw his struggles, the pain he went true. It may not be the same, but I could feel the pain he had to put up with. A million thoughts run through my head, then again, my mind stays empty. I'm normal? What a joke. I had to put up with how I couldn't fit in when I was in school. Then when I finally adapted and accepted myself, when I could see the love of God for me, then they tell me.. no, you're ok.. and I have to start to learn to look at myself again in another manner. Maybe I should be like others.. simply bochap? But I am reminded of the indifference I went through.. when I could not feel anything, any emotion at all.. it was pain. |
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