why

lost my phone. hence aloy cannot get me. didn't get the replacement SIM. fell asleep on the recliner last night and woke up with a snort as if I stopped breathing and woke up only to breathe - one of my deepest fears. smsed serene to ask her about lunch. she didn't reply. after a while she called me, talking about some stuff. supposed to meet her for lunch. lazed around. bathed. she smsed me if aloy called me. I called her and asked what happened. she said the Tribal Loner was dead. had a fever, clinic was closed, and went to bed. never woke up. why.