at what cost my passion is costing me

I just confirmed with the hotel... What a big sacrifice my passion has cost me! I take home less than a thousand (much less). The best thing is that I only work 8 hours a day, so I need to get another job to supplement my income, or I will not be able to afford my flat. I don't know if I can afford all my lessons planned! Ah well, I got to grind my teeth. This is it! So the journey begins.