So tired

Someone told me today: "Why got so many things to decide? I thought the exams were over?" The buck stops here. I'm tired, in more than many ways. Haven't slept well again. I cannot start living the life that I know is not right. On contrary, I must start living the life I know is right. Not that they are direct opposites. Who cares? I do, and God. Apologies to all that I've sucked into this whirlpool of a Black Hole. One thing that I learnt from my therapist is that, no matter what, some things we have no control over. But that means, I do have the control over other things. And that I'll do. I'll live my life, the way He wants me to.