a tribute to The Zuo Bo Engineer

he sat next to me/sipping his tea/just quietly/observing his wounds/buried deep in his heart he looked up and/gave me a smile/tried to swallow/all the hurt inside but/he knew it was time "I've been trying/a million times already today/to ignore that pain/but I can't. Thought of all the times/you hurt me and made me cry/hoping it would make me/love you just a little less All those times of suspect/of wondering if you ever/really loved and cared/whether you did But something inside me/refuses my amnesia/and inside my mind flashes/scenes of us together All the scenes I remember/are of us being together/of you walking by me/everyday, saying hello Everyday you take time out/listening, talking, smiling/laughing, having fun/and I do so too but inside I'm hurting/Deep down it hurts to be with you/because I love you/but I'm only a friend to you If I never met you, I wouldn't like you/If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you/If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, and I do. Forgive me, because I do love you." he sat by the river/tears all dried by now/the true act of a man/because he dared to show it because he loved. copyrights all reserved to original owners of statements, and also to The Zuo Bo Engineer: took it from his friendster. lines are not all original.